Saturday, July 3, 2010


I don't wanna be adored
Don't wanna be first in line
Or make myself heard
I'd like to bring a little light
To shine a light on your life
To make you feel loved
No, don't wanna be the only one you know
I wanna be the place you call home

Sunday, June 20, 2010

world you have no idea

I laid with her tonight and kissed her cheek.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

(surely i am high)

surely, god woman you know you make my heart beat so fast. do I do the same to you? now a days people, don;t say a word or feel it is necessary to say a word of what or how someone makes someone feel.

Is it mature? for me to be that someone to say these words and truly feel it is necessary, to tell you how you make me feel.

Orangfarben, you are ever so fine, frail and lovely to me. I love you in your weaknesses and I love you when you are strong.

love, Joules

Saturday, May 29, 2010

get some shorts, trim the wind hair, find time to make her giggle, move, work on song list, have a picnic, get dates off, go to sf...


Friday, May 21, 2010

I am seeing all of You and loving all of You.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

San luis Obisbo

The guy gave us 2 pitchers of blue moon and after talking to her. I wanted her so bad. I wanted her.

I can't stop

thinking about her.. from the ocean to colors all around me. through everything I see an experience, I think of her.


Saturday, May 1, 2010

your legs, they dance beside me,
my bones are moving now.

Friday, April 30, 2010


orange by seaofbees

(You will have no idea what I am saying, I wrote this for her as soon as I saw her)

Lisa you move me, with your hands all dancing like a spanish latin girl. Your eyes, they tempt my soul. I stand right by you now, as you move me, but you have someone else, it feels soo good, it feels soo.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Her lips her teeth her eyes, her everything makes me, completely an utterly at her disposal. I want to kiss her all the time. I want to show her all the time, that I love her as my own soul.

orangefarben I can not begin to tell you how much she makes me feel so good, the feeling is endless.

I love when you believe in the unseen.
It's like pure magic.. no one believes of such things anymore.
I would love to be apart of something so extravagant, to live a life
where we can inspire.
You inspire, me too move gracefully and too
enjoy the good in people and this life.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010


We don't even sleep in Pajamas

The Vine

Wine mine time...

You are mine.. I love when you look at my one eye.. with your pensive eyes. When your nose goes all over me, it's like the key that gets my motor going. Then You kiss me and that is my fuel.

I loved last night, I love knowing every bit about you from the good to the bad.. it all makes me love you even more then I know how to express. My mouth and heart can't express it, your so big and dear to me. I loved talking about Adam and how you feel for him. I loved sitting outside with you drunk, feeling Arthurs presence in the rain. Crying, cause I just imagine all the time Arthur and who he was to You and what you were to him. I think of how he died and how a piece of you died.. and the thought of that? a piece of you dying?... breaks my heart for You. He is a big part of us, I hope it's not weird to say... but I want to talk about him all the time. For his spirit to live and for you to feel him still.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

My boodoo

You are what I really want and I want to grow with You, in this time and life.

Missed you, my heart pounds for You.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010


I remember I saw you sitting and I thought you were beautiful. I never thought we would be where we are now. I never thought I could have something so special, so beautiful. You came back to say goodbye with Bill. I thought you were so thoughtful.

I saw you with your girlfriend on a walk, you introduced me. And then told me you had the job with me. My heart sunk.

When I saw you at work, I would talk so nervously about things that were light and stupid. Just wanted to impress you. I couldn't look you in the eyes, I think fear of loving? fear of wanting something you can't have? Your eyes stun me.

I remember going to your house and feeling so good inside about being with you. I remember sitting with you outside and us talking. You asked me if I like girls I said yes, only because I liked you.

( i am falling asleep and thinking of you, I have more to say)

obsessed much, yes.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Never understood it or even conceived it.
I've never been in love, I am in love.


Monday, January 11, 2010

drunkereds prayer

i admit to her your greed